I'm in a comfortable sleep. Not deep, but comfortable. He starts crying and I feed him then lay down with my arms around him in a cuddly hug as he drifts back off to sleep (sometimes). He's very squirmy, in a very light sleep, and I know the moment I close my eyes, he'll open his. So I look at my phone, Facebook, Instagram, to kill that few minutes before he falls into a deeper sleep. And then I stop myself and pull up LDS tools instead. 1st Nephi 11. I read some verses. Then let myself fall back asleep as I think about what I read. Soon the girls are in the bed with us- definitely not sleeping. We get up, come downstairs, and I get cereal going- one handed with baby boy in the other. Loud, energized, well-rested little girls bouncing around me like excited puppies. I'm tired. But I feel peaceful. Because of scriptures. And I scream in my head "REMEMBER THIS HILLARY!!!" Remember that, amid the chaos of life, I can feel peaceful if I put first things first.
Audrey's blog post:
(I've highlighted my favorite parts)
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I read it to her and we both cracked up!
Audrey Thug Hiney Gooio is now her new nickname!



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